But this is a fresh start, a time of renewal. I have a feeling that I will be meeting you soon, so here it goes...
I am in a difficult stage right now. That awkward age of 22 where you aren't a kid anymore, yet not quite an adult. Life at home is good, job is good for the most part. But as far as social life is concerned, well lets just say its been better. I've always been used to being the popular one in my group of friends. I love attention, not to sound snobby or arrogant, its just something that I thrive off of. But lately people have been dwindeling out and people are dating each other or getting married, and that just leaves me. It can get pretty lonely sometimes only being friends with couples. There is this guy Nick who I'm sure I have told you countless stories about by the time you read this. He is definetly a charmer. Here today, gone tomorrow sort of guy. He has been toying with my heart for the past few years. It's pretty sad really, because I know once I meet you, I will see how wrong Nick was for me. I think he is blocking my focus, my goals, and my visions. Not to put the blame on him or anything, I mean mostly its myself to blame for not being strong enough to move on. But I need to get over him. That is part of the reason why I wish you would make an appearance into my life, so I could get over him and move on to the next chapter. But i know they always say that You have to be content with yourself and your life before you can bring someone else into your life. So for now I'm trying to be content where god has put me and be as patient as possible. Anyway I'm about to leave right now, but just so you know I'm thinking about you constantly. Hope you are having a good night tonight..love you.
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